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horfun

i'm an extremely emokid.
today before i went out to join sk jewellery and his friends for soccer (which turned out to be a bball session. hurrrrrr) i asked my mummy about lunch, whether she was cooking. she confirmed it, and told me she'd start on my portion the moment i returned home, to which i replied no problem, i'll be back between 12 and 1.
so at about 12 mebbe, just before i set off for home, i went to check my hp for msgs/missed calls. there was 1 of each, from my dad. so i called him back. to my mild surprise he told me he had already bought me horfun. the conversation went like this "i dunno whether you wanted sandwich or horfun so i bought you horfun. what time you going home?" lemme elaborate on the context of this event. for some reason my dad was supposed to bring my granny out for lunch. then lata she told him noneed, so my dad decided to go out with my mummy for lunch. then just happened my bro came home and i think he wanted horfun so my dad bought horfun for me as well. that was totally fine with me. although i have to admit my spirits were dampened slightly ( my mummy's cooking is first choice, sandwich second choice) but i told myself that he was being thoughtful in buying my meal so i let it pass. anw i replied not so soon, and my dad retorted with barely disguised annoyance that if that was the case the food was gonna get cold before putting down the fone. as everyone knows, an ill-tempered guy like me has problems controling his indignant rage. a storm was brewing within me. but i still tried to tell myself it's father's day, don't have a conflict today.
but when i got home, my dad looked at me in a confrontational way the moment i stepped in. at that moment the emokid in me took over. after soaking my dirty clothes and keeping my shoes i told my mummy i was just gonna eat the ingredients ( in truth i didn't feel like eating horfun la, but i didn't trust myself to reply when she asked me why (so i didn't reply) coz i realised i was doing it with at least a tinge of spite). my dad was probably gearing himself up for a confrontation even before i stepped in, so in typical fashion he tried to accuse me of being childish (which i was) by saying "i asked you whether u wanted sandwiches or horfun u sad anything, so now i buy horfun u dun wan to eat) to which i retorted in a voice laced with anger that i didn't ask him to buy anything because i tot mummy was gonna cook and i didn't msg him anything and i duinno how he inferred everything.
afterthat i felt guilty because of my spite.
on a separate note i always gossip. i need to be much less judgmental and keep my comments to myself.

1:07 p.m. - 2007-06-17

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