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hallucinations

Yesterday, as usual, i was overworked beyond the point of sanity. When I went running at about 9 pm on the dark and sometimes forboding track of airforce school, whenever i was jogging on the far end, i always seemed to hear a high pitched mumbling of about 3 voices. it's damn scary. and i kept seeing this terrifyingly real image of a round, baldless green smiling face looking at me sadistically. even adding the fact that the moon was hovering ominously over the control tower and i had just read about moon demons from the latest artemis fowl book will not give you an inkling to what i've felt. unless you are one of only a handful of people who've experienced hallucinations. which i doubt not many of you have. that night, strangely, the toilet lights were on as well. it's usually on when the motion sensors detect movement, however there was nothing to suggest anyone went in the the toilet shortly before i did. furthermore, i kept scanning the surroundings, my mind desperately searching for something i could remotely attribute the noise to, but found none. i thought the bangladeshi workers were blasting hifis, but the chattering did not sound like normal speech, nor music. neither was there anyone around in the vicinity. damn freaky la. i guessed this episode was coming for a long time. this is what exhaustion does to a weary soldier. i have been having panic attacks for a while before this, of which the worst attack caused me to have spasms of the mouth and fingers.

8:08 p.m. - 2006-11-10

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