supamun's Diaryland Diary

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my SOL is dropping

Shat la. i'm damn sad. this whole yr my standard of living has dropped greatly firstly due to the thief of a maid, and now due to my parents. botht he material and non-material aspect of my standard of living are not on par wif yesteryears. even when i lived on 66.7% the allowance i had now in sec 4 i still felt relatively well off. not now.
Firstly b4 the maid left, she had stolen a lot of $$ from me, which i still bemoan, because that crucial amount would have been a substantial buffer in my bank account, misleading me into thinking i am a wealthy student. as it is, the amount she stole from me consciously and the amount i spent due to clothes of mine she destroyed (by lousy irong or staining) is more than the amount in my bank account now. how puny. for maid-related stories, read previous blog entries of supamun.diaryland.com.
secondly as everyone noes i have moved into a smaller and lousier house. and i am finding it hard to adapt. not onli that, my dad recently caught sum mean virus and passed it to me. i got the full blown effects of incessant and alveoli-bursting cough as well as fever on mondae, and it is definitely not an understatement when i sae that that bout of illness (which i have still not completely recovered from after almost 2 weeks) has affected my prelim results detrimentally, although i will still claim 99.9% of the fault, because otherwise people will call me a coward. i will attempt to familiarise myself wif the new housing environment soon, becoz i dread coming home everydae, sumthin i loved to do in the past, when i lived in a house almoz 4 times as big as this puny apartment.
Furthermore it now takes me an indirect route on a direct bus to come to skool. and this costs me valuable time during prelims, which could be used to score more maRKS.i fervantly believe that i will gain 1 extra mark for every 20 additional minutes i study. bus trips to and fro would mean 4 less marks for each paper
3 papers in 1 subj
a substantial 12 marks gone due to long bus trips, which apart from taking away ur time expose u to the germs from the other old man passengers as well as cause u constipation due to long periods of sitting.
Thirdly, my woes are not in the least compounded by my dad, who has taken over the washing of clothes. he has destroyed the rubber of 2 pairs of my nike running socks and 1 pair of skool socks which i threw away into the metal dustbin in anger. furthermore, he has stained my bilaabbong shirt which i wanted to throw awae but my mum prevcented. me. she's as ass reeli. she alwaes suggesting unconstructive stuff when sumthin goes wrong, and she thinks she's damn smart by saying "oso not veri good quality, made in china" HELLO? apart from PRADA EVERYTHING else is made in china. or would u rather it be made in india? i bet u would resent it more. for u prefer to live in chinese populated areas. (note to authorities: at first glance this may be rascist budden there is alwaes a logical explanation. to save my own skin i will say it is because it is easier for my mum to identify wif fellow chinese instead of her being rascist". yea so pls think b4 u speak. u have caused me agony. hai...
i miss the old house. it was a bastion of comfort until recently when the air quality there took a turn for the worst due to incessant construction, reconstruction, draininage improvement, cable reworks and all the crap. but i still miss it. it has been wif me through the most turbulent times of my life.

5:30 p.m. - 2005-09-21

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