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i rebuke u.

This is an entry dedicated to timmo, my best fren and faithful blog-reader. it is also an entry to rebuke my cousin hu has questioned my faith in front of all the elders of the tong clan at dinner todae. he has angered me. i am tempted to rebuke him becoz of satisfying my own feral rage, but the situation calls for a change of tact. i will do it in a submissive spirit, in accordance wif the bible.
u claim i do not seem like a christian and i take dat as a direct doubt on my salvation. and ur reason is i do not seem to possess fruits of the spirit. u openly talk about christianity in front of the tong clan elders, proudly proclaiming ur faith, and dismissing me wif wad limited knowledge u, a sinner, may have. firstly, christians hu are going tru a bad patch may not display much fruit of the spirit, but it does not mean dey do not believe in the covenant. secondly, i will now attempt to rebuke u, one hu thinks he is full of the fruit. u feel as though u are full of fruits of spirit becoz u are in a healthy patch of spiritual growth, or so u think. u are in a comfort zone and feel as if u are doing everything rite. but i tell u u are not. firstly u broke the promise u made me. i wonder if u still remember wad it is. it may not be significant, but it just shows how unloving, how unkind, how ungood, and how self-controlled u are. fruits of the spirit? pui. secondly, u may seem kind, alwaes visiting old folks' homes nad changing diapers of the incontinent old ladies. but ur behavious at home leaves more to be desired. when u are watching tv u refuse to eat wif the tong clan at the dinna table. u onli come out when the show has ended. u ignore the incessant callings of ur mum and granny. u ill-respect ur mum and ur mum's mum, the veri women hu gave rise to ur ungrateful existence. u remind me of the pharasees, proudly proclaiming their faith yet failing to back it up wif actions. u remind me of NATO, which stands for no action tok onli. and lastly, u tok openly at the dinner table when there are many non-christians there. i understand u are trying to spread the word, but it muz be terribly insensitive of u to not realise this is not the proper wae of doing it, firstly by dimimnishing my existence, and secondly by just engaging me in conversation about this topic, hoping others will listen. if u reeli have the heart and courage of evangelism, show it by engaging the granny, the uncle or the aunt in determined conversation. the reason i avoid this topic is i have high regard for my elders of the tong clan. i do not wan to overly tax my granny hu is no christian and has suffered heart attack. i am also respecting my dad hu is within earshot of this conversation. reflect on ur actions, fool, before u judge me. i am thoroughly disappointed in u.

9:00 p.m. - 2005-08-14

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